BREAKING MY HABIT

I'm trying so hard
to forget you,
even the silence of night
makes me remember you,
I'm trying desperately
to look into the books,
but your name makes me
forget all the words,
i go to the riverside
at lonely nite,
i just want to forget you
to the moonlite,
but your memories are longing
by my side,
I want to break my habit tonite,
but doing it before
I wanna die....
---with luv vimi---